Night Watch...

Holding Onto you as the moon rose out of the clouds.

Feeling you pressed against me in the cool water, the heat coming off your body.

The way your Breath catches when i taste your neck. The closeness of us skin to skin, hidden under the water.

The sliding Flash of a star falling from the sky as we search for answers in each other.

The wanting and needing not passing and the time passes by us unawares.

Its never enough, as our breath mingles, arms and legs intertwined.

It Matters...

It matters..

Small words, Attitudes, The shrug of a shoulder

Words said, Tempers flare, Hurt thrown about like balls

Unfeeling, uncaring, slaps of anger

Steps backwards, Endless pain

Accusations, assumptions, coldness..

Evey last little thing that is said or done matters...

Things Change..

He said," I Love you and i will all of my life. She said," I feel the same."

He said," Your all I'll ever want." and she gave her heart away.

He said," Our lives will be as one." and she said," You are all i need."

He said," My future will be with yours." and she laid her hand in his.

Then one day she said,
" Why don't you stay with me, and why can't i come around?
I don't feel like i matter anymore and it hurts me to the core.
I hand you my heart and break all my rules and its like you keep pulling away.
I want you with me, why can't you see?"

And all he says is, "Things change."

Relationship Rules for the Masses.

These rules are for Men and Women alike.
1. You cannot demand that someone drop all of their friends just because they are of the opposite sex. Women need understanding men to talk to when your being an asshole and men need a woman to stroke his ego and tell him the woman is in the wrong when we are PMSing it.

2. Do NOT ever tell your s/o, (significant other) they have to do something without asking nicely. Me being who i am would either tell you to go to hell or just do the total opposite. Your just asking to beat your head up against a brick wall..

3. Don't treat us like we are not smart enough to understand what you want from us. We only play dumb just to see how far you will go with it.

4. If your S/O is still friends with his or her ex BF/GF dont make a big deal about it. The more fuss you make the more your going to drive us to ask them (the ex) what is your problem. You dont want us to contact them then don't give us a reason to.

5. Please.... DO NOT throw them up in our faces either. So and so used to do this, well hell then go back and let them do it some more.

6. Jealousy is not something you try to use to make someone want you more. As with me, that shit will just back fire in your face. Ask my ex. He tried it and i started dating someone else. His loss...

7. Games are just that. You do something to play with someone else. With all games there are rules. Its when you dont follow the rules you wind up losing the game.

8. If your looking for a friend with benifits PLEASE tell us up front so we know your rules and we can adjust accordingly. We do not like our hearts broke and neither do you.

9. If you fuck up, just admit it. No matter what way you go its all going to blow up in your face sooner or later.

Just had to say it.